Woah this is weird for me. I never thought I'd ever have the confidence to publicly post a photo of me in a bikini. Some, but not many people know about my struggle with my weight. For years I have been yoyo dieting and feeling like I wasn't good enough just because I'd put on a few pounds. I beat myself up too much about it and tried everything to shift it. 

Now though I'm in a much better place mentally and I'm starting to not care about the scales so much anymore and just live life care free regardless of the actual numberical value. 

Obviously I'm not quite there yet and unsure if this will actually ever get posted. But I hope other people can see it in themselves to stop giving a shit. Because I'm starting to and I'm way happier for it :)