Woah this is weird for me. I never thought I'd ever have the confidence to publicly post a photo of me in a bikini. Some, but not many people know about my struggle with my weight. For years I have been yoyo dieting and feeling like I wasn't good enough just because I'd put on a few pounds. I beat myself up too much about it and tried everything to shift it.
Now though I'm in a much better place mentally and I'm starting to not care about the scales so much anymore and just live life care free regardless of the actual numberical value.
Obviously I'm not quite there yet and unsure if this will actually ever get posted. But I hope other people can see it in themselves to stop giving a shit. Because I'm starting to and I'm way happier for it :)
So I've been awake since 4am this morning and travelled a 12 hour round trip to London by coach with my uni class and lecturers. Today we have been helping the selected students present their collections by dressing the models backstage and organising the front of house.
It was such a special experience seeing how such an event works backstage.
So this marks the first hand in of my first year of university. The project was 'Childhood objects', we had to design and create a full look, originating from things reminiscent of our childhood.
The bananas? They originated from a calendar I decorated in 2002 (aged 4).
